So I wrote this the other day...

I can't sleep right now - so I figured I'd put something else up that pertains to my other post from earlier. I actually wrote this the other day. Its not all that great - but I wrote it in five minutes:

I hear so many songs – their words echoing in my mind,

I think such cherished thoughts – and dreams of her being mine

We had some fun times and talks in the past,

I want to tell her how I feel – but I can’t

I see her picture on the screen - I see her words on the phone

I know she’s happy where she’s at – I know she’s grateful to be home

Across the country away from me – she’s home again with the fam

I only wish I could tell her how I feel – but I can’t

Asleep in the mornings – awakened by “Low,”

I’m no longer asleep – I quietly groan

It’s not ‘cause I’m angry – it’s because I miss her again

I’d love to tell her how I feel – but I can’t

Another text message – another tear shed

Another guy she’s after – it’s a thought that I dread

I’m happy for her – or at least that’s what I say

It pains me not to tell her how I feel – but I can’t

She’s not coming back – she’s done with here she says

She’s not happy up here – too fake for her she says

She’s gone home forever – I new life to find

I want to see her again to tell her how I feel – but I can’t

My heart is all shattered – my thoughts are so sad,

I’ve been thinking of all of the moments we’ve had,

I’ve tried to get over her – I’ve tried to move on

If only I could see her one last time and show her how I feel - but I can’t